Rabbi Mansour 09

Shabbat Morning class

פרשת ויגש

וירא את העגלות אשר שלח יוסף לשאת אתו ותחי רוח יעקב אביהם – When Yaakov saw the

wagons that Yosef sent, he was uplifted and believed Yosef was truly still alive. What is

so special about עגלות (wagons), that convinced Yaakov that Yosef was still alive? The

last thing that Yaakov taught Yosef was the topic of עגלה ערופה , the calf that is brought

by the town closest to a dead body found out in the open. When Yaakov saw the ,עגלה

he realized that this was a hint from Yosef that he still remembered the last thing that

they learned together. So Yaakov knew that Yosef was spiritually still alive, which is

obviously more important than anything else. So with this he was uplifted. On a deeper

level, these עגלות represented something even more profound. If we analyze the story

that we read in Parashat Vayishlach about Yaakov crossing over the stream of יבק

before he had the confrontation with the angel of Eisav, the Pesukim say: ויעבר את מעבר

יבק ויקחם ויעברם את הנחל ויעבר את אשר לו . Firstly, the Torah deems it necessary to let us

know the name of the stream יבק . Then, in the next Pasuk, it refers to it simply as נחל (a

stream). We also see several mentions of the word ויעבר - three times in total. Why is

this so? A simple reason is that most likely, Yaakov had to make several trips across the

stream in order to bring over all of his possessions; therefore it says ויעבר - he passed

over several times. On a deeper level, these Pesukim also hint to us a crucial lesson that

Yaakov was giving to his family. This was a time that Yaakov was running away from

Lavan and heading towards Eisav, it was like he was between two wars. It was a very

difficult time for Yaakov and his family, and it was a perfect time to teach them this

lesson. The lesson is that whatever a Jew is going through, no matter how difficult, he

has to know that it is all from Hashem and it really is very good for him. Rabbi Akivah

used to say כל מאי דעביד רחמנא לטב עביד - whatever Hashem does is for the good. Like it

says in Pirkei Avot הוא היה אומר (literally: he used to say) we can also understand it to

mean הוא היה - he was, then אומר -then he would say. First he would master the trait,

and then he would teach about it. So Rabbi Akivah mastered this concept and attitude

that whatever Hashem does is the best thing for him. As illustrated in the story about

when Rabbi Akivah went to a town and was denied lodging, so he was forced to spend

the night in a forest outside the town with only his donkey, rooster, and a lantern. A

lion came and ate his donkey, but Rabbi Akivah remained optimistic and said this is for

the good. Then a cat came and ate his rooster and a wind came and extinguished his

lantern, but he still remained positive and said "this too is for the good"! In the

morning when he awoke, he was told that the town he was trying to say in was

attacked by bandits and they killed everyone in the town. His donkey, rooster, or light

would have alerted the bandits of his presence, and he too would have been killed.

"You see" exclaimed Rabbi Akiva just like I said; everything Hashem does is for the best!

Rabbi Akivah was explaining, that it was precisely because he had this positive attitude

that things worked out good for him. The first letter of rooster, donkey, and lantern- , נר

חמור, תרנגול spells out the word נחת like it says , דברי חכמים בנחת נשמעין (literally; the

words of חכמים are listened to when spoken gently) when you go with this attitude,

hinted by the word נחת that everything is for the good, then your words will be listened

to by Hashem and man. Optimism brings positive results and pessimism brings

negative results. We see this happen with people, when they know things are going to

be good, it actually does turn out good, and vice versa. How does this concept work?

When a person is going thru difficulty he is under the name of Hashem of Din, and that

is the name of אלקים . This is why he is experiencing the difficulty, however if he "brings

in" the name of Hashem of Hesed, (the name of ... י-ה ) then he sweetens the judgment

by creating a combination of ... אלקים & י -ה (as the Rabbi mentioned many times that

the combination of ... י-ה and אלקים creates an even higher level of Hesed than the

name of Hesed-.. י-ה on its own). How do we ’’bring in’’ the name of... י -ה into the Din?

By saying that this is really good, and that Hashem loves me, and he is doing this

because it’s the best possible thing for me. We are showing that Hashem’s kindness is

also at work here. We "bring in" the name of Hashem of Hesed into the difficulty and

we create a tremendous level of Hesed, and things actually do work out very well for

us! But if a person ח'ו says to himself how difficult things are,then he is right, he is only

dealing with the name of Hashem of Din and things remain difficult. Rabbi Akivah

learnt this from his Rebbe, נחום איש גם זו - who always said: גם זו לטובה -this too is for

the best. Who was the inventor of this concept? Yaakov Avinu. Rabbi Akivah was a גלגול

of Yaakov Avinu, as is hinted in his name רבי עקיבה is the same letters as אביר יעקב . So

he was the master of this optimistic attitude. Where is it alluded that Yaakov had this

trait? In this story, where he crossed his family over the stream. How so? The stream

was called יבק , the word יבק is numerically 112, and the numerical value of .. י-ה and

אלקים combined is 112 (26+86=112). So the Pasuk says ויעבר את מעבר יבק - the word

ויעבר also means to "give over" so this is one of the ways he gave over to his children

the lesson of bringing in the Hesed of Hashem during a time of Din, at this difficult

time for Yaakov and his family. This combination of ה' אלקים that totals 112, is hinted to

in the name of .. י-ה itself, since .. 26 = י-ה which is the letters כ ו - if we spell out the כ it

is: כף which equals 100. If we spell out the letter ו it is ‘ ו‘ ו - which equals 12.

100+12=112. So in the name of Hashem of Hesed .. י-ה ,there is an allusion to this even

greater level of Hesed. Yaakov Avinu established the Tefilah of Arbit, which we pray at

night. Night represents darkness and lack of clarity, not understanding the kindness of

Hashem. It begins with the 3 Pesukim of ה' צבאות עמנו and the last 3 words are יעננו ביום

קראנו , the ר'ת of יבק . We read the שמע at night because we say ה' אלקנו ה' אחד , that

when it seems as if Hashem is sometimes strict with us ה' - אלקנו really it is all kindness

ה' אחד . After Shema we say ואמונה , because even though we don’t understand we

believe.

There are several groups of Jews; ותיקים, חסידים, צדיקים there is a group called ,אלפים

what are they? They are people who go with the letter ' א. How so? By saying that

whatever happens to them is for the best. What does that have to do with the letter ' ?א

The letter ' א represents Hashem’s kindness, since Alef is comprised of 2 letter Yud’s and

the letter Vav, (the center of an Alef is like the letter Vav, with a Yud above and below

it) which total 26 (10+10+6=26- the ' גמט of Hashem’s name of kindness ... י-ה .) So this

group always attach themselves to the letter א by saying everything is good and is

coming from Hashem’s kindness. As is hinted to when it says נצר חסד לאלפים - Hashem

does Hesed to this group of אלפים who go with the letter א. The first letter of these

words נצר חסד לאלפים makes up the word נחל - a stream. This being another allusion to

the lesson Yaakov was giving over to his children, ויעבר את הנחל . He gave over to them

the way how to connect the Hesed with the Din, and that is by saying that everything

is for the good, its all from the א, from Hashem’s kindness. The letters נחל is also the ר'ת

of להדליק נר חנוכה hinting to how the מכבים won the war against the Greeks, by being

part of these אלפים and knowing that Hashem was going to give them success in the

war. Rabbi Akivah had this trait from Yaakov as is hinted in his name יעקב-א'=עקיבא . So

the letter א represents the kindness of Hashem, and the further we drift from the א ,the

further away we are from the kindness that it represents. What’s the furthest letter from

the א? The ת, so the ' ת represents the darkest of times by being the furthest away from

the Hesed of Hashem. Even so, a person must still bring the ' א to the ' ת, and turn even

the ' ת into Hesed. That is why Rabbi Akivah was the Rabbi who דורש all the את ’s in the

Torah, like it says את לרבות - the word את is an א and ת together. He was showing that

even the ת was connected to the א, in that even in the most difficult situations, the

kindness of Hashem is present.

During the week our minds are full of distractions, it is hard to "see the א" and we drift

further and further away from it, as illustrated during the Tefilah when we say אל ברוך

גדוך דעה.... the letters get progressively further from the א. On Shabbat however, when

our minds are clear from the distractions, we reconnect with the א and realize how

much Hashem loves us and everything is for our good, so we get closer to the א . As

illustrated in the Shabbat Tefilah ... תכנת שבת רצית קרבנותה where the letters get

progressively closer to the א. This concept of connecting the ת to the א, is hinted in the

third mention of the word ויעבר in the Pasuk by Yaakov, as it says ויעבר את אשר לו he

gave his sons over ( ויעבר ), the lesson of את that he had. So it was during this time that

Yaakov taught his family the concept of connecting the ת to the א, to "bring in" the

Hesed of Hashem in the darkest of times, to be a part of the אלפים . Thereby connecting

י -ה... to אלקים and generating an even higher level of Hesed.

There is another place in the Torah that speaks of ר'ת) נחל of נצר חסד לאלפים ) and that

is by the portion of עגלה ערופה in דברים chapter כ'א the Pesukim say:

והורידו זקני העיר ההוא את העגלה אל נחל איתן .. .

וערפו שם את העגלה בנחל..

על העגלה הערופה בנחל

So in the portion of עגלה ערופה there are 3 mentions of נחל , representing this lesson of

נצר חסד לאלפים ,and Hashem caused this to be the last topic that Yaakov taught Yosef,

to fortify him in his upcoming Galut. So by sending the wagons- עגלות - Yosef was

actually showing Yaakov how he was able to endure the difficulties and tests of being

away from his family and being in the טומאה of Egypt, being thrown in jail etc, and that

was through this lesson of נחל hinted in the parasha of the עגלות . When Yaakov saw the

wagons he understood that indeed, his son Yosef was able to stay pure and complete

in his Emunah in Hashem.